Love can't be described..

Quick posting.

Yeah...sungguh lama saya tidak update my blog..dah berkulat dah ne...kikiki

Finally,everything is almost over.Even I still have few things to get done.But its alright,i can catch my breathe again..yeyyy.My exam is about to come,study mode?not yet...The focus is still not there.Hope I'll get it soon.It's been really2 long time i haven't written any of my activities, coz i was so buzy and i had nothing to say.

I dont know why my mood swings to some happy mode..i m happy today coz my work is done and i just watched this romantic sad indonesian movie tittled Butterfly..so great..the cast are bombastic..Andhika Pratama is way hotter in this movie compared to another movie like Love is Cinta. His body is hot and his face is kissable..haha..enough2. i'll post his pic in case you have no idea how he looks.

I'm away from weekend entertainment this week..My pocket is dry as I've spent A LOT lately..I dont think its unusual situation.haha.my work is still pending..I know its not a tough work but it takes me courage to get it done especially its weekend.Lazy Lazy weekend.

"To my friends, lets save our pocket and dont get it dried..its
painfull.really realy painfull."

I dun wanna complain my busy schedule.it works smoothly rite now.Now I really know how precious my time is.I still have a bunch of things to settle down. Hope it will be really soon.I cant stand working with strangers. I'm not complaining but regretting that i've choosen this way.Holly crap. 26 June is really important, the deadline of everything,hope to be there soon and leave everything up without thinking anything like im thinking rite now.

I can feel the intense right now. My mind is almost fully loaded with the assignments and the final project. We(me and Rita) are asked to make a video clip for a song named Satu Untuk Diriku by Dina Malaysian Idol. I cant think anything right now.Like I said, my mind is working too hard at this moment.But I have to be rational, nothing is easy in life, your mind wont be creative enough if you dont think much. if you know what I mean. I really beg you guys if you can share some ur wise thoughts about the making video clip.haha.

Tomorrow I have a meeting with my subjectmates of Special Event class. We're about to throw an event in July,i guess. I'm so worried about this subject either. This is serious event coz we're gonna get marks as it is our major subject. Pray for me ya!!

Arghh,thinking about the assignment that i haven't started yet makes me dizzy and lazy. Why cant we lay on bed instead of studying hard?Lying on bed is something or a must thing i want to have right now. God help me plzz..The devils are whispering me to sleep and have a nicest rest like in heaven. I know if I dont start doing my assignment now, i will never start it forever.Something is left forgetten, the deadline is absofuckingly tomorrow. Talk to you guys later, i wanna pour me a gooddamn bath by now.

chiao bellas

I know you guys have no idea who he is..He's not a star from Hollywood.He's a random person I accidentally knew on youtube. Braverner is from Canada.My age, 21,and a student.He's soooo funnny.I'm serious.I always get my perfect laughter when i watch his video on youtube.I must say this,he's kinda hot too especially his bad-guy look. Go check his youtube here.

My title says it all..my life now is completely busy(to me)...hahah..This sem makes me so out of control..cant get enough sleep,cant do what i used to do at late nights(u got what i mean rite).haha..but im alright..just alright..there are a lot to catch..which i dont know if im capable to catch..but wish me luck guys..muwahhhx.

Maroon-purple short pant(it looks black in this picta)

XOXO,

THE KISSER

I always wanted to make my blog sensual,likeable and interesting.But i don't have time to learn how to decorate my blog as its not easy as i thought..arghh..but i will find time to learn about it later..as u can see at my header..a picture of lips with 2 dices written kiss and ? which make my point clear here..I miss kisses...i need them..im dying to have them..U can see that my blog title has changed to "What If I kiss You"..interesting enough rite..i like it..its sensual and its physical intimacy that all people want and longing to...Hope to get it soon..muahhhhhhx

XOXO!!
THE KISSER

The badest being myself is i've risked my future,
I've taken it as simplest as It could,
Seems now it doesn't go beyond His wants,
but feels close to the heart of mine.

Shuhh,I apperceive what I want now,
just hoping the stars can light my path,
asking for God to make it my way
and please me for my lust.

I understood i cant always be right,
thus I can be corrected,
but do it my way,
and im always eager to be new.

No tears can make me cry,
coz His angels fly along with my journey,
to the scenic place even its not,
and there's a love everyone should earn.

This is short posting coz i am really busy rite now..







Yeahhhh2,I passed the JPJ test..and i'll get my P soon.. Congratz me..!!






The best thing,i got flying marks..I guess so






Hey guys, jum pergi jalan2..(let's play out)

After I got my hair done, we drove to Shah Alam to take Naz's belongings coz he had to go back to UITM,Perak today.So sad,but thanks to him coz he accompanied during my theraphy.so nice of him. I also met my bebeh at Shah Alam. Its my pleasure to see bebeh.kinda miss my bebeh. muwahhx. I also filled my friends' and my bebeh's stomachs at PakLI cafe.I know I'm nice too.

LOVE MY HAIRRRRR

Hey, dun be sad...i'm not gonna stop writing my blog...I really love blogging now.What I mean is this the last posting for January...Tomorrow is 1st February..I dun know why time passes so quickly rite now or its just me. I just feel its still new year,i just celebrated my new year yesterday.But honestly,I cant wait for february, there is a special day in february.Yeah,it's Valentine's day. Hoho. I basically dont celebrate V-day cause when it came to v-day,i was single.too badddd. But i hope this year i can celebrate a lil of it with my bebeh.Just little.Im not asking that much, am I?.

I just wanna write about this girl in my class, there's a sorrow story of hers besides her bubbly personality, active-in-class style. When we're asked to write and read about our unforgetable moments, her writing almost made my tears wanna come out of my eyes.Yeah2,I have heart too and I'm really sensitive. Her unforgetable moments was when she was 11, she was asked to wash her dad's car,she was extremely happy.And out of sudden, she found a letter in the car. She even read and brought it to her mother which she thought thats was from her mother but her mother denied. Start from that, her family had a big fight over the issue.Yeah2,u'r right,her father had a love affair with other woman. I know it's common to some people. Her father even punched,kicked and slapped her.OMG, she was 11. How dare a father could do that to a 11-year old girl?He was really physically abusive.After had done the abusement, he'd even dared to force her to go to school with all bruises and injuries.What a pity baby. Could you abuse your child for other third person?come on... u'r binatang. This might be her nightmare.

Thats not the end of the story,untill now on, her father even bullies her around,he took her PTPTN. He totally drives her mother crazy. Come on girl,do something.Dont be silly sitting in the corner alone. We're in democratized country.Don't let him bully you anymore. I hope you'll do the right thing for your own good.

For all people out there who are thinking they are abused,do something.Dont let people harm you.These are the signs that you are being abused:-

Does he ever hurt you in any way?
Does be break objects when he's angry?
Does he threaten to hurt you or the children or the pets?
Does he force you to have sex when you don't want to?
Does he think he's always right?
Does he constantly put you down?
Does he decide what to do, where to go, and when to do it?
Does he tell you what clothes to wear, how to wear your hair?
Does he criticize you all the time?
Does he call you humiliating names?
Does he want you all to himself?

IT SHOULD NOT HURT TO BE A CHILD

Today is a weekend day, I just got nothing to do and I thought practising catwalk might be a best idea.hehe..I didnt practise actually. I just lying on my bed all day untill my aunt came to visit my niece. Ohhh,I just thought something, a very brilliant idea, yeahhh.... it's driving lesson.. since I'll have a JPJ test on wednesday, this lesson might increase my skills in driving. what the best thing is my aunt using Kancil. bravooooo. Me and my cousins drove to JPJ-test road and i began practising. I proudly say that im pretty good in straight road,so i dont have to change the level of gear, but my problem i have now is Im very poor when it comes to turning right or left..what the fish..but its ok,i know i can do this.

Yesterday I got a message from stranger,hehe..she's not a stranger anymore until she told me who she was...

N: Fared, xder job ke?

F:Saper ni?

N: Nabila la..

F: xder la nok..

(I was like blur for a while either she was asking me a job or she was offering me a job)

then she didnt reply me for few hours. After few hours she left me blank,she sent me a message

N: Bleh tak buat catwalk utk citrawarna pd 8hb march 08.reasel 6hb march and 7hb march.

F:Mestila nak..:)

Yeah,this is the happiest moment I have for now.I'll be on stage again.watch me out babes.But I had sum misunderstanding while i read the message, I thought It was in february,so I did send some great news to my friends and my bebeh.. sorry guys, i was extremely excited. But i'll be on stage again.I just cant wait.those lenses and lights and music make me glamour. I know i love being in PDA(Public Display Attention)Thats me yeah..derrrr

This is the story for today, while I was in the train going to my college, there was a group of chinese family seemed never been in the train before. OMG, they were so loud and unharmonious in sound. To be particular the chinese woman with her loudsmouth made me more mad and out of mood. I was like OMG," r u guys kidding me?", "u'r bastard,can u guys be silent?" and "dun be near me,im not in the right mood". yeah2,those were unsaid phrase that I wish to say right to their face. I guess you guys have experienced kinda like this situation before?When you're not in the right mood, u just want to be alone and u dun want to be messed with.

The situation didnt end like that, the kids of the mother****fucker woman were really hyperactive, wild and under control. They even stepped on my feet without asking for apology, do u guys know what the manner is for? to civilize you.yeah right,to civilize u. And unforgetable scene was when one the boy shouting right infront of my face, ohhh,this is really2 made me annoyed and i just couldn't stand anymore, "Fared,i know u can do this,just give them some lesson how to respect other passengers",my mind said, expectedly I did what my mind asking me to do and I told the kid " Can you shut up kid?Dont make me mad."I said manly. The mother looked at me like she wanted to say something. Be she was silent afterall.Thank God, now you know how beautiful silence is. Dont talk out loud like everyone in train wants to know what u want to say especially to those who are in bad mood like I was just now. It aint good.

I thought the-trainpassengers-without-manners situation ended this morning but it wasn't. There were three indonesian women sitting next to me. They acted gracefully at first, but all of sudden, I heard one one of the lady singing. I was like "R u singing?"," ko ingat ko krisdayanti". again those unsaid words i couldnt let it out of my mouth.OMG,this is really annoying. She even sang my favourite song.ohh, this cant be. I just turned my body to them and looking them madly.hehe.actually it wasnt that madly. mad with cute face.That's really me all 'bout. If you really wanna sing, go to Redbox or karaoke jamban. I dun want to listen to your earpopping voice.

What a shocking seen was when the other lady of the group begun clipping her nail. What? this is so u-cant-do thing in public.Come on, r u really busy like Britney Spears?Do u have home? what i mean is you're in civilized country even you're indons, infact, this is a basic etiquette a human should know..derrr.

A quote for today,i love quote,
“A man's own manner and character is what most becomes him”

What is your definition of friend? My definition of friend is "A friend is able to take our words whatever it is and accept us as we are". That's simple definition of friend. I know some people may disagree of my definition. But I got brain too,remember. Like an example of one of my friends, he loves being cynical to me just to show his attitude. That's the way he is. He's hurt me a lot by his harsh cynical words but I take it gently coz sometimes I be cynical to him too. That's the way we build our friendship. Doesn't matter how harsh they spell to you, later u can do the same thing to them too. See how beautiful a friendship is.

Yummy..I know you guys love eating mentioned food for makan petang(hi-tea)..have you heard about this story?about crispy goreng pisang. My lecturer has told us about one story during her class, how they get best nice crispy goreng pisang. hehe..this one is really hillarious and you guys should concern of chossing nice and delicious goreng pisang. ok2,the story goes like this, the goreng pisang seller(indonesian seller) has cooked the bananas together with the oil container(plastic) to make your pisang goreng crispier and delicious..OMG2.is this really true?I really have no idea.Go make reseacrh and observation.Tell me the results coz i'm goreng pisang lover too,just like you. Be careful with your foods ok especially if you buy in pasar malam(night markets) or streets. coz the sellers know the tricks especially indonesians. I'm out ya.derrrrr

-FARED

I'm new to this world,blogging thingy but I used to have a blog which was complained containing nudity by my brother which images i took in PD just wearing a brief..was it nude?derrr....Wish this brand new blog, contain all clean images(I wish)...haha..

As this is the first posting, Let me talk a bit about myself, I really love this part,its about telling people who you really are..great huh.its like your first day in class especially if u have bigmouth just like me

I stand at 185 cm (6'1) this is why i named my blog.I just love my height..dun envy me yeah. and my weight is around 70 KG...yeah,i know,i'm skinny.I'm over it. I've tried anything to gain my weight even the stupid protein milk but yet i'm still like this.but I don't really care about it now.I'm happy with it.

I'm still studying,what course im in?doesnt really matter(CUE:i'm not into science)..I wish to get my degree scroll before I reach my age 25.ameen.

All of us have dreams.aint we? yeah, I have those, which some have been fulfilled.When you're tall and love those flash,lights and stage..what would your dream be?hope u get my idea of talking this. I have fulfilled that dream when I was 19.ohh wait,i miss sumting here,do you guys know how old i am?derrr,I'm becoming 21 this year. Back to my fulfilled dream, yeah,i had fulfilled that dream when I was 19,now im 21..its been 2 years now, but last year wasn't really successful year for me to spread more about the dream.I really miss those lights and stages, the lenses..What I wanna do now is gain weight...is there any gaining-weight-in-one-day milk?I really need that.I hate gymming,but i need those beautiful-slurpy muscles..I need that.god plz give me that.Enough about this emotionally sad story about me.

Oklah,I'm exhausted of telling bout myself..Keep Your Dreams Come True.

-FARED-