The Kisser
Hey, dun be sad...i'm not gonna stop writing my blog...I really love blogging now.What I mean is this the last posting for January...Tomorrow is 1st February..I dun know why time passes so quickly rite now or its just me. I just feel its still new year,i just celebrated my new year yesterday.But honestly,I cant wait for february, there is a special day in february.Yeah,it's Valentine's day. Hoho. I basically dont celebrate V-day cause when it came to v-day,i was single.too badddd. But i hope this year i can celebrate a lil of it with my bebeh.Just little.Im not asking that much, am I?.

I just wanna write about this girl in my class, there's a sorrow story of hers besides her bubbly personality, active-in-class style. When we're asked to write and read about our unforgetable moments, her writing almost made my tears wanna come out of my eyes.Yeah2,I have heart too and I'm really sensitive. Her unforgetable moments was when she was 11, she was asked to wash her dad's car,she was extremely happy.And out of sudden, she found a letter in the car. She even read and brought it to her mother which she thought thats was from her mother but her mother denied. Start from that, her family had a big fight over the issue.Yeah2,u'r right,her father had a love affair with other woman. I know it's common to some people. Her father even punched,kicked and slapped her.OMG, she was 11. How dare a father could do that to a 11-year old girl?He was really physically abusive.After had done the abusement, he'd even dared to force her to go to school with all bruises and injuries.What a pity baby. Could you abuse your child for other third person?come on... u'r binatang. This might be her nightmare.

Thats not the end of the story,untill now on, her father even bullies her around,he took her PTPTN. He totally drives her mother crazy. Come on girl,do something.Dont be silly sitting in the corner alone. We're in democratized country.Don't let him bully you anymore. I hope you'll do the right thing for your own good.

For all people out there who are thinking they are abused,do something.Dont let people harm you.These are the signs that you are being abused:-



Does he ever hurt you in any way?
Does be break objects when he's angry?
Does he threaten to hurt you or the children or the pets?
Does he force you to have sex when you don't want to?
Does he think he's always right?
Does he constantly put you down?
Does he decide what to do, where to go, and when to do it?
Does he tell you what clothes to wear, how to wear your hair?
Does he criticize you all the time?
Does he call you humiliating names?
Does he want you all to himself?



IT SHOULD NOT HURT TO BE A CHILD




The Kisser
Today is a weekend day, I just got nothing to do and I thought practising catwalk might be a best idea.hehe..I didnt practise actually. I just lying on my bed all day untill my aunt came to visit my niece. Ohhh,I just thought something, a very brilliant idea, yeahhh.... it's driving lesson.. since I'll have a JPJ test on wednesday, this lesson might increase my skills in driving. what the best thing is my aunt using Kancil. bravooooo. Me and my cousins drove to JPJ-test road and i began practising. I proudly say that im pretty good in straight road,so i dont have to change the level of gear, but my problem i have now is Im very poor when it comes to turning right or left..what the fish..but its ok,i know i can do this.

Yesterday I got a message from stranger,hehe..she's not a stranger anymore until she told me who she was...

N: Fared, xder job ke?

F:Saper ni?

N: Nabila la..

F: xder la nok..

(I was like blur for a while either she was asking me a job or she was offering me a job)

then she didnt reply me for few hours. After few hours she left me blank,she sent me a message

N: Bleh tak buat catwalk utk citrawarna pd 8hb march 08.reasel 6hb march and 7hb march.

F:Mestila nak..:)

Yeah,this is the happiest moment I have for now.I'll be on stage again.watch me out babes.But I had sum misunderstanding while i read the message, I thought It was in february,so I did send some great news to my friends and my bebeh.. sorry guys, i was extremely excited. But i'll be on stage again.I just cant wait.those lenses and lights and music make me glamour. I know i love being in PDA(Public Display Attention)Thats me yeah..derrrr

The Kisser
This is the story for today, while I was in the train going to my college, there was a group of chinese family seemed never been in the train before. OMG, they were so loud and unharmonious in sound. To be particular the chinese woman with her loudsmouth made me more mad and out of mood. I was like OMG," r u guys kidding me?", "u'r bastard,can u guys be silent?" and "dun be near me,im not in the right mood". yeah2,those were unsaid phrase that I wish to say right to their face. I guess you guys have experienced kinda like this situation before?When you're not in the right mood, u just want to be alone and u dun want to be messed with.

The situation didnt end like that, the kids of the mother****fucker woman were really hyperactive, wild and under control. They even stepped on my feet without asking for apology, do u guys know what the manner is for? to civilize you.yeah right,to civilize u. And unforgetable scene was when one the boy shouting right infront of my face, ohhh,this is really2 made me annoyed and i just couldn't stand anymore, "Fared,i know u can do this,just give them some lesson how to respect other passengers",my mind said, expectedly I did what my mind asking me to do and I told the kid " Can you shut up kid?Dont make me mad."I said manly. The mother looked at me like she wanted to say something. Be she was silent afterall.Thank God, now you know how beautiful silence is. Dont talk out loud like everyone in train wants to know what u want to say especially to those who are in bad mood like I was just now. It aint good.

I thought the-trainpassengers-without-manners situation ended this morning but it wasn't. There were three indonesian women sitting next to me. They acted gracefully at first, but all of sudden, I heard one one of the lady singing. I was like "R u singing?"," ko ingat ko krisdayanti". again those unsaid words i couldnt let it out of my mouth.OMG,this is really annoying. She even sang my favourite song.ohh, this cant be. I just turned my body to them and looking them madly.hehe.actually it wasnt that madly. mad with cute face.That's really me all 'bout. If you really wanna sing, go to Redbox or karaoke jamban. I dun want to listen to your earpopping voice.

What a shocking seen was when the other lady of the group begun clipping her nail. What? this is so u-cant-do thing in public.Come on, r u really busy like Britney Spears?Do u have home? what i mean is you're in civilized country even you're indons, infact, this is a basic etiquette a human should know..derrr.

A quote for today,i love quote,
A man's own manner and character is what most becomes him
The Kisser
I know I'm pretty excited about my blog.I will post three postings in one day but different stories.This blog is not all about me.It can be about my friends,environment,fashion,YOU or whatever that catch my mind.I just can't help but feel excited `bout writing sumting.

As a mentioned title upthere, if u ever read a novel called Confessions of a shopaholic written by Sophie Kinsella, the writer has written something interesting in the novel, about CB(cut back) and MMM(make more money). I need to save up money coz I wasn't born rich like your Paris Hilton. And the big thing is I'm planning to go to Bandung for second time. I just love Bandung..the wheater is really nice. So what i have to do is saving. I have to set a saving mode in my mind. Cut back(reduce your buyings) or make more money?cut back or make more money?cut back or make more money?Which one is the best way for me?

How could I make more money?you know i'm studying.So make more money is out of my list.All I have to do know is cut back. It's cruel way but I have no choice. I'll do anything for Bandung. Here I come Bandung. or else, you donate some of your saving to me. Thats best way..hahaha

This out of the CB or MMM topic, this one is really important to me. It is really really important. Its about me getting my hair done. Yeah, my last hair done wast last year, in July.OMG,its been 6 months now. I need to gain my self-esteem, self-confidence or whatever self-!! that exist back. I know I deserve that saloon-theraphy,i just miss the smell of saloon. I wanna be pretty boy back. With my hair now,which completely mess and terrible, I now called a Lionman.Plzz dont be cruel to me. Straighten or Perm?straighten or perm? I wanna have my hair like below pictures.great huh!! Well,I guess I wanna straighten my hair back. Ohh,I cant wait to be pretty boy again. I know you're gonna love me more after this PUBLIC..DERR




The Kisser
What is your definition of friend? My definition of friend is "A friend is able to take our words whatever it is and accept us as we are". That's simple definition of friend. I know some people may disagree of my definition. But I got brain too,remember. Like an example of one of my friends, he loves being cynical to me just to show his attitude. That's the way he is. He's hurt me a lot by his harsh cynical words but I take it gently coz sometimes I be cynical to him too. That's the way we build our friendship. Doesn't matter how harsh they spell to you, later u can do the same thing to them too. See how beautiful a friendship is.



"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."
- Elbert Hubard
The Kisser
Yummy..I know you guys love eating mentioned food for makan petang(hi-tea)..have you heard about this story?about crispy goreng pisang. My lecturer has told us about one story during her class, how they get best nice crispy goreng pisang. hehe..this one is really hillarious and you guys should concern of chossing nice and delicious goreng pisang. ok2,the story goes like this, the goreng pisang seller(indonesian seller) has cooked the bananas together with the oil container(plastic) to make your pisang goreng crispier and delicious..OMG2.is this really true?I really have no idea.Go make reseacrh and observation.Tell me the results coz i'm goreng pisang lover too,just like you. Be careful with your foods ok especially if you buy in pasar malam(night markets) or streets. coz the sellers know the tricks especially indonesians. I'm out ya.derrrrr

-FARED
The Kisser
I'm new to this world,blogging thingy but I used to have a blog which was complained containing nudity by my brother which images i took in PD just wearing a brief..was it nude?derrr....Wish this brand new blog, contain all clean images(I wish)...haha..

As this is the first posting, Let me talk a bit about myself, I really love this part,its about telling people who you really are..great huh.its like your first day in class especially if u have bigmouth just like me

I stand at 185 cm (6'1) this is why i named my blog.I just love my height..dun envy me yeah. and my weight is around 70 KG...yeah,i know,i'm skinny.I'm over it. I've tried anything to gain my weight even the stupid protein milk but yet i'm still like this.but I don't really care about it now.I'm happy with it.

I'm still studying,what course im in?doesnt really matter(CUE:i'm not into science)..I wish to get my degree scroll before I reach my age 25.ameen.

All of us have dreams.aint we? yeah, I have those, which some have been fulfilled.When you're tall and love those flash,lights and stage..what would your dream be?hope u get my idea of talking this. I have fulfilled that dream when I was 19.ohh wait,i miss sumting here,do you guys know how old i am?derrr,I'm becoming 21 this year. Back to my fulfilled dream, yeah,i had fulfilled that dream when I was 19,now im 21..its been 2 years now, but last year wasn't really successful year for me to spread more about the dream.I really miss those lights and stages, the lenses..What I wanna do now is gain weight...is there any gaining-weight-in-one-day milk?I really need that.I hate gymming,but i need those beautiful-slurpy muscles..I need that.god plz give me that.Enough about this emotionally sad story about me.

Oklah,I'm exhausted of telling bout myself..Keep Your Dreams Come True.

-FARED-