The Kisser


I didnt do a lot of stuff lately..it caused me a tiresome.mental tiresome...a big one..maybe because i just hang around at one place and didnt do anything and i became bored..my studies dont take me to do a lot of motions..but im not gonna complain about it coz its my future im struggling for..I need to be active to take this stress out of my mind.Psychologically its right,when u have stress,what the first thing u can do to relieve it is be active.Go jogging or walking or something.But for me to do that is almost to impossible..i'm too lazy for it..in fact im lazy of writing this posting either..pathethic me.help me!!

But when I have stress or boredom,what I do is smoke.Yeah2,psychologically its wrong to channel your stress to something unhealthy. but i call it as instant medication for stress.but the problem of this medication is you want it more and more and can cause some disease..choi..

Hope this is not lasting in my days,its killing me tho..
The Kisser


Just a quick posting..dun have time to post a new posting..hehe..sorry guys..but here are some great photos i wanna share






The Kisser
The badest being myself is i've risked my future,
I've taken it as simplest as It could,
Seems now it doesn't go beyond His wants,
but feels close to the heart of mine.

Shuhh,I apperceive what I want now,
just hoping the stars can light my path,
asking for God to make it my way
and please me for my lust.

I understood i cant always be right,
thus I can be corrected,
but do it my way,
and im always eager to be new.

No tears can make me cry,
coz His angels fly along with my journey,
to the scenic place even its not,
and there's a love everyone should earn.
The Kisser
This is short posting coz i am really busy rite now..







Yeahhhh2,I passed the JPJ test..and i'll get my P soon.. Congratz me..!!






The best thing,i got flying marks..I guess so






Hey guys, jum pergi jalan2..(let's play out)
The Kisser
I was really extremely excited to get my hair done yesterday.So i woke up kinda early yesterday at 12pm(yeahhh2,not that early,but its still early to me) and went str8 away to KJ putra station coz Asyraf would fetch me up there. And we drove to Mid. I made my hair done at Derrick and team at ground floor of the mall.

I'd prefer my previous hair.But I guess with a lil style up to my new hair can make me GORGEOUS.These are the images babes..enjoy..haha






After I got my hair done, we drove to Shah Alam to take Naz's belongings coz he had to go back to UITM,Perak today.So sad,but thanks to him coz he accompanied during my theraphy.so nice of him. I also met my bebeh at Shah Alam. Its my pleasure to see bebeh.kinda miss my bebeh. muwahhx. I also filled my friends' and my bebeh's stomachs at PakLI cafe.I know I'm nice too.

LOVE MY HAIRRRRR
The Kisser
Hey, dun be sad...i'm not gonna stop writing my blog...I really love blogging now.What I mean is this the last posting for January...Tomorrow is 1st February..I dun know why time passes so quickly rite now or its just me. I just feel its still new year,i just celebrated my new year yesterday.But honestly,I cant wait for february, there is a special day in february.Yeah,it's Valentine's day. Hoho. I basically dont celebrate V-day cause when it came to v-day,i was single.too badddd. But i hope this year i can celebrate a lil of it with my bebeh.Just little.Im not asking that much, am I?.

I just wanna write about this girl in my class, there's a sorrow story of hers besides her bubbly personality, active-in-class style. When we're asked to write and read about our unforgetable moments, her writing almost made my tears wanna come out of my eyes.Yeah2,I have heart too and I'm really sensitive. Her unforgetable moments was when she was 11, she was asked to wash her dad's car,she was extremely happy.And out of sudden, she found a letter in the car. She even read and brought it to her mother which she thought thats was from her mother but her mother denied. Start from that, her family had a big fight over the issue.Yeah2,u'r right,her father had a love affair with other woman. I know it's common to some people. Her father even punched,kicked and slapped her.OMG, she was 11. How dare a father could do that to a 11-year old girl?He was really physically abusive.After had done the abusement, he'd even dared to force her to go to school with all bruises and injuries.What a pity baby. Could you abuse your child for other third person?come on... u'r binatang. This might be her nightmare.

Thats not the end of the story,untill now on, her father even bullies her around,he took her PTPTN. He totally drives her mother crazy. Come on girl,do something.Dont be silly sitting in the corner alone. We're in democratized country.Don't let him bully you anymore. I hope you'll do the right thing for your own good.

For all people out there who are thinking they are abused,do something.Dont let people harm you.These are the signs that you are being abused:-



Does he ever hurt you in any way?
Does be break objects when he's angry?
Does he threaten to hurt you or the children or the pets?
Does he force you to have sex when you don't want to?
Does he think he's always right?
Does he constantly put you down?
Does he decide what to do, where to go, and when to do it?
Does he tell you what clothes to wear, how to wear your hair?
Does he criticize you all the time?
Does he call you humiliating names?
Does he want you all to himself?



IT SHOULD NOT HURT TO BE A CHILD




The Kisser
Today is a weekend day, I just got nothing to do and I thought practising catwalk might be a best idea.hehe..I didnt practise actually. I just lying on my bed all day untill my aunt came to visit my niece. Ohhh,I just thought something, a very brilliant idea, yeahhh.... it's driving lesson.. since I'll have a JPJ test on wednesday, this lesson might increase my skills in driving. what the best thing is my aunt using Kancil. bravooooo. Me and my cousins drove to JPJ-test road and i began practising. I proudly say that im pretty good in straight road,so i dont have to change the level of gear, but my problem i have now is Im very poor when it comes to turning right or left..what the fish..but its ok,i know i can do this.

Yesterday I got a message from stranger,hehe..she's not a stranger anymore until she told me who she was...

N: Fared, xder job ke?

F:Saper ni?

N: Nabila la..

F: xder la nok..

(I was like blur for a while either she was asking me a job or she was offering me a job)

then she didnt reply me for few hours. After few hours she left me blank,she sent me a message

N: Bleh tak buat catwalk utk citrawarna pd 8hb march 08.reasel 6hb march and 7hb march.

F:Mestila nak..:)

Yeah,this is the happiest moment I have for now.I'll be on stage again.watch me out babes.But I had sum misunderstanding while i read the message, I thought It was in february,so I did send some great news to my friends and my bebeh.. sorry guys, i was extremely excited. But i'll be on stage again.I just cant wait.those lenses and lights and music make me glamour. I know i love being in PDA(Public Display Attention)Thats me yeah..derrrr